Bitter Reminiscence

Death hide in my shadow and strike with godspeed and the devil's brutality intertwined,the malice flowing through this veins has a subtle side. one less deranged
Some say it's profound while other's find it profane
Tormenting my cerebrum driving me insane this plague
eats into my soul depriving me of reason going out of fuckin control
No one hears me scream inside I bet they don't even bother
They don't know the shame I hide inside my darkened past
Sometimes when it gets too hard to bear I take another dose of despair
I know it destroys me but so far I guess I never fuckin cared

When my adversaries leave me cold
I let Him corrode my soul
I listen to His whispers in my ear
No words any other being should hear
Conscience Corrupt

Blasphemy...
Black little tragedies constrict me from embracing love with open arms
Hatred is the parasite that clings to me ever tightening it's grasp
My apologies if you are unable to comprehend this abomination I've become
For what I've seen with these bloodshot eyes have blackened every bit of my lifeless heart..
I can't trust anyone anymore

They think I like this,this cold misery
But they are wrong
I wish to feel like they do but this carrion curse is ever so strong..
I wish I could eradicate this frost I've felt for so fucking long

Ever since her death I've wondered was there ever true love?
Her porcalein skin her tender touch sent shivers down my spine
Her soft white throat her moistened lips
made my mouth water with delight
We fell from grace on that blasphemous night

Years after,I ponder and nothing proved more true
than her love towards me...Necromancy,Resurrection,Deals with the Fiend could never reincarnate my love

So I blamed Divinity for my loss,I detested him through and through
I despised him for seperating me from you
Sometimes I wonder if you remember our times from beyond the grave
I wish you well for in depths of Hell shall my love remain..Addictions I crave but nothing could suffice the need I have for you...

And so this ends a brief reminiscence

Thank God For The Suffering